Well the closer it gets to the competition, the faster time seems to go by. I am tired of doubting myself in doing this show. I will look at myself in the mirror and think "oh, I can make it" then I will look again and think the complete opposite. I was telling a family member the other day I was worried about making it and they said "well, if you dont, you feel good right?" Right but NO! I have sacrificed and worked to hard to not do the show! Whether I look as good as those girls up on stage or not, I am hitting that stage!
  I completely cut out my sugar free jello snacks and my dairy this week. I am hoping that will help take off what I need to take off. I haven't lost anymore weight for the last week or two. So I am hoping this will help me.
  I haven't been doing two a days as often as I should. I have been out doing other things at night when I usually do my second session of workouts. I can really feel it and I need to kick it into higher gear for these last few weeks. The seminar is in a little over a week and I am anxious to see how that will go. I also need to finish my suit and order some bikini bite. If you don't know what that is, it is a bikini glue to literally glue the bikini to my body so I won't be having any issues with it slidding around when I am on the stage. I am getting excited about my suit. I didn't purchase any special expensive suit like most of them do. I bought mine at a department store :) and dolling it up. It will look great when I am done with it. I love the color too!
  One of these days I will get around to posting a photo. I am kinda waiting til its closer then I can put my progress down. Well TTFN